This relationship felt like a lightening bolt that shocked me into some major self-development/shadow work I never knew I needed. Specifically around my inconsistent relationship with my father and my anxious attachment. Words can't express the gratitude I feel for this person, truly.It lasted about 6 months and was never "fully committed" as we met right after both getting out of long-term relationships. We mutually agreed to a "friends with benefits" situation and we genuinely were very, very close as friends. We met each other's friend groups, travelled a bit, and spent as much time as we could together. It ended almost a year ago now. For context, I began feeling quite attached and eventually started falling in love, which I expressed and we decided it was best to end the relationship.
I'm thinking of this person because I just launched my own business and quit my 9-5, and he played a major role in helping me gain the confidence to do so. I miss our friendship most of all, and it feels like SUCH a shame that we aren't in contact.
But sometimes I wonder if it'd be a bad idea to reach out. I wonder if this was all just meant to be for a short time, as our synastry has some strong Uranus and Pluto. Not to sound depressing LOL (sorry, I'm a scorpio) but idk...just seems like a missed chance at a really strong friendship.
Our synastry and composite (I'm the scorp sun, he's the sag sun):